love hunter .

<3 love hunter <3

I'm still waiting for you,

even if all that you would

is to kill the beats of my every song.

I'm still looking for you,

even if I doubt that I could

hunt for the last piece of sound.

cause I just can't live

without the light that I caught in every blink,

without the glimpse that I saw in every scene,

that is you .

I'm still wishing for you

to travel through stars just to keep me awake,

but dear,your light has started to fade.

I'm still hoping that you

would sing to me like you used to again,

missing your voice has driven me insane.

cause I just can't deny

you are much better than this person you fake,

I'll keep on hunting till your love shall I trade,

hunting you.

darkened wish .

just drop the word like you used to ,
without asking much you said i'm a fool ;
you brought in the light to enlighten ,
but you got me choosing what is darkened ?

and so you spend another night with me..
thinking the shine could only worsen the fee..
to pay the part of me that has burdened ,
but the worst part would be what you have already taken .

is it wrong to be the chosen ?
is it fun to see me broken ?

so just drop the word i'd like to hear ,
before every sight of us completely disappear ;
then i will try a little harder not to miss..
the little light on my darkened wish .

twisted .

i hope when you come ,
you'd push me to believe .
i hope when you leave ,
you'd pull down my pains and enemies .

so i won't be destructed
when i'm alone
how come our time is wasted
when we are home ?

i hope when you love ,
you'd hate the joy and desires .
so baby when you hate ,
you'd love me more than others .

burst

i've been thinking a lot lately

so i closed my eyes

i thought i could forget

as easy as the harder it gets

love ain't easy.

then i started to look around

it's all blurred

i wiped the fogs away

it won't disappear

life ain't easy.

i shed tears alone

finding what i could call my own

but they're all hidden

buried, begging for patience

something's in the way

something stood in my way

someone put a smile on my face

sometimes he took it away

somehow i waited for a little more

waited for either a poison or a cure.

but

something's in the way

someone stood in my way

it was me.

shielded .

i'll take you to the highest place..

that's where you should be .

i'll steal the widest space..

to put only you and me .

the noise doesn't matter at all .

the faults won't fix anything .

they try to catch me with golden balls .

but you're already my priceless diamond ring .

why should i leave you for nothing ?

i already know what i want

once i get to know you .

it's funny to watch those blinded minds

setting apart what's already true .

the false should be leaving you .

so i'll save my strength to break the wall .

i'll give you everything or live with nothing at all .

you're the only one i'd hold for the rest of my life .

so no one could stop me from becoming your wife .

biatch .

like the burning flame
that burns down everything
like the black mist
that blinds a vision
like the grass
that hides the ground

there they are
floating so high above

as harmless as it may seem
may the curse forgive and let them be.

+ tapaKasut +

cross .

your shadow is right above me
clouding my sight
your heart is right inside me
growing apart
feeling the pain
nearly insane
counting the chances to cross again

+ tapaKasut +

give up .

when missing you is something hard to admit
i refuse to swallow my pride
in fact i already feel cheaper
but the heart is pounding harder
tell me clearly what to do
maybe tell me what should i do
without you

+ tapaKasut +

guided .

you caught me in the darkest night
yet it's me you see that's shining so bright
you've nearly got blinded so i grow apart
i'd leave you some shine darling
it won't be so hard
i'll guide you with my heart
till you're okay,i don't mind
to be left in the dark

+ tapaKasut +

unknown .

smiling upon your existence
i'm all curled up to feel it much more
touch me through the wind
i swear i'll never get bored
love is all i have
love is all i'd give
keep on whispering
i'll keep on searching
for my one,truly darling

+ tapaKasut +

smoker .

it burns so fast
it kills your heart
it burns so fast
still you don't give up
suck it in
deeper
taste it
the murderer

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winning .

jump up high to be taken away
steal the light i've been longing to stay
dead inside you are running away

stumbled am i cheaper
struggled no way harder

wake up you'll see
the winner is me

+ tapaKasut +

haunted .

hate what i should love
run when i should stay
pressured i'd go astray
i'm living but so empty
hiding nowhere to be seen
it's still haunting
i'm still running

+ tapaKasut +

moron .

funny as hell
i laughed till i fell
nothing as dumb
so glad u were dumped
if i may,damn i should
burn your stick,with her i would
tell the universe,you're such a joke

+ tapaKasut +

you .

thought you're gonna be the next one
with the smiles and the eyes
you got me flying like a black swan
the way you sound so naive
the way you make me breathe
but then you're way too weird
you got me sick and tired
should i stop,should i wait,
should i suffer,or take a break,
how come you could not see
to care for you, is always me
but i'm giving up already

+ tapaKasut +

fading .

today you kiss me so hard
tomorrow you won't even say good night
today you hold my hand tight
tomorrow you'd put them aside
today you hug me so warm
tomorrow i won't be in your arm

i pray for no tomorrow
begging you to wash away my sorrow
but tomorrow is still coming
helpless i see your love fading.

+ tapaKasut +

pleasure .

feeling i am lost
feeling i am adored
feeling i am ignored

nothing seems to stay
nothing is running away
nothing is trying to feel my pain

i choose myself and you
i choose everyone to get through
i choose no one to say 'i love you'

music kills my sense
rumor kills my brain
i am dead again.

+ tapaKasut +

whatever .

whatever i do is not good enough
whatever i got is not good enough
whatever i say is never true, at least for you

yes i am a dreamer
struggling in my own world

no, i won't tell you i need you
no, i won't ask you to stay
no, shut up and just go away

whatever i do is there for me to get through
whatever i got is for you and broken heart
whatever i say..whatever i may...i will slowly walk away.

+ tapaKasut +

tank .

tell me what i'm seeing is true
tell me what i'm listening is real
now that i'm hoping on you
is waiting a really big deal?

i'd give all my world to share
i'd take all your soul to care
you know i'm the least to regret
you know i'm the best you can get

put down your shield,love me already
for romance we thrive,don't be a sissy
well if you don't,and never dare
i guess i should just say good bye.

+ tapaKasut +

do you mind ?

if you fall in the wrong place
if you call for the wrong face
you let your soul left in disgrace
do you mind ?

do you dare to try ?
do you care to cry ?
what if you're wrong
nobody is where you belong
do you mind ?

but i'm nowhere everywhere i go
i'm nobody to everyone i know
i'm nothing without everything

what you want from me
what you chase to see
what you care to be
am i blind ?

+ tapaKasut +