Insecurity

I hate it when i am having this feeling.

I hate it to look in the mirror and see how bad i look.

I hate it when i scroll the instagram i see so many hot women.

I hate it the fact that our man..yeah our man would secretly admire other women's beauty sometimes.

But they said that's normal and that we are just jealous. 

And those are the signs of insecurities and weakness and obsession.

Don't we hate it when we discover that our guy is fed with sexy hot chicks selfies by the power of the social media ?

And then i would look at my page. My instagram. My photos.

Comparing myself to those beauties.

I feel so tiny and i hate it.

I always try my best to look good.

Don't we all ?

But i guess it's not that easy.

So i think again.

Y we don't have that kind of feeling?

Like a man ?

Why can't we feel excited to watch hot guys and add them.. And keep ourselves fed with hot 6 pax topless selfies ?

We wouldn't feel that bad maybe ?

And so i tried that.

But then i kept returning to my one and only guy's page.

So why are we women so weak ?

So in love ?

What do we do...