A guy's ego ?

I used to date guys who were often cold that always made me wonder and even asked if he loves me ? 

Which then often led to fights and frustrations. 

I love feeling loved. And always being sure that i am loved. 

Because i am most of times full of love and i always show it. And say it. 

It is sad not to feel that in return. Not to hear that in return. Not to get that in return. Not even get that after i asked about it. 

It was like ~ i was waiting to be loved. 

And it was tiring. 

I believe that affection is important not just at the beginning of a relationship. It should always be practised and improvised to keep things alive and not boring. 

It is great to make each other fall in love over and over again. 

And i am very thankful that in current relationship, i never really have to ask "do you really love me?" Instead i just gonna scream "you really love me !"  

And i hope that lasts forever. 😊🙏