April Fooled.

I remember last week we went out for a movie.

Silly told me he might be going to Johor and work there for a month.

Because they are opening new branch there.

And I was like..i said i don't mind but i didn't actually agree with that.

I thought. Hey.

You have a job here.you have your family here..you have your band here..you have your friends here..and..you have me here~ like.. What else are you looking for ? 

And what if he likes it there and decides to work permanently there?

He's just gonna forget me eventually.

That's how long distance works usually.

I am already too happy living here with him around.

I can't take it the idea of having him far away from me.

=<

I almost cried there in front of him but I didn't. So he said. He would give me his answer in a week.

And so yesterday evening he texted me saying he's leaving this sunday for Johor and will be back early May.

Last thing i could reply is "yalaaa"

Then i started crying alone in my room.

Ignoring all his texts and calls.

What else he's looking for me for ? 

He chose to leave.

So in my mind i was like

"Pergilaaa nak pergi sangat..no need to care bout me anymore.nothing else to say anymore.i dont wanna talk to u or see u anymore"

Well i was just actually heart broken. Quite badly.

Cried all night till morning.

Texted my friends telling them bout it.

Hurm.

Felt like. It's the end of my happy life.

Everything's gonna change.

And it won't be the same.

And I already lost my faith on him.

On us.

Until around 4-5am i got his text saying April Fool.

Demmm.

Penat meroyan dan menangis.

But i am really glad.

He's staying.

And again, my faith comes right back.

And so does my smiles.

I am too in Love to let it Go am I?