Sick.

I feel so weak and sad.

I fell sick since wednesday night.

Skipped classes on thursday and friday.

Last night my housemate gave me medicines.

I drank up a bottle of 100plus.

Late at night while i was asleep i felt weird.

I knew i was about to vomit so i ran to the toilet and vomitted. 

My housemate heard that. And asked if i was ok.

So glad i have such a concerned housemate.

I slept again hoping i will be ok the next morning.

But no i wasn't.

I had a massive headache.

I could feel my body was hot.

My lips were so hot due to the hot air i breathed out. 

My eyes are watery and hot. Felt as if they were swollen.

My tekak was sooo aching as if there were knives poking.

My ears felt like they were being pulled away from my head.

But i was hungry. Perhaps bcz i vomitted last night.

Thank God a friend of mine willing to drive me off to lunch. He even paid for it.

I had bubur mcd and hot milo.

But they both were tasteless.

I couldn't taste anything.

And so i went home and fell asleep again.

Somehow i felt so lonely and sad.

I don't know who should I share this feeling with.

Who should I share this sickness with.

True you can't count on people.

Especially during hard times.

They won't be there.

Sad truth isn't it?

Now I doubt if I could ever find my true happiness in the future.

However it will be,

I have to always be good on my own.

Independence will never fails you honey.

People will. 

So i'm gonna take panadol and wish again that tomorrow i will be ok.

So that i could start my work.

Dear God,

Please take away this sickness

And give me happiness.

Aaminnn..