lumpuh masa tidur.

i really don't know what it was..
i mean what was happening just now.
i hope it was really the sleep paralysis cause i was so f scared and i don't want to go through that again.


on tuesday.i woke up at 900 camtu and pergi dbkl segambut,dbkl ceras,lunch,and balik ofis.

630 i abes kerja.pulang ruma,then redah hujan dr parking ke ruma.

i wasn't tired like usual.
usually when i felt tired, balik rumah pensan tros.

but that night, i lepak2, wassap, tgk lawak ke der 2, panaskan mknn,makan,tgk catalog cosway,wechat,then main bina kata until mengantuk around 1am i think.

and tdo mmg biasa pasang lagu kat fon.cz it makes me fall asleep easier.

and aku mimpi2 pasal traveling i think.smpai 1 point mimpi ada minah ni alarm dia tak boleh stop which was so fucking annoying.rupa rupanya bunyi alarm my fon.alarm 630am.

so i off alarm and tdo balik.
then tgh tdo, rasa tekak sakit.so dah terpk2 pasal mls pegi kerja sbb sakit tekak.lol.then i said to myself wth saket tekak je pon.

and masa ni aku tdo mengiring kepala menghadap dinding.my forehead was against the wall.

so aku nak tarik selimut aku yg kat blakang.
berat.and i was like.ok fine.tersekat kat katil kot.

but then.. tilam aku tdo ni span.tebal jugaklah.bukan yg nipis boleh lipat tu.
aku dgr bunyi span gerak2.
aku rasa tilam blakang aku gerak2.bunyi span tu yg tak boleh blah tu.
that time aku tros pk.ni lain macam ni.demmm.

mmg aku takot gila.aku baca ayat kursi berulang2 kali.smbil aku baca tu mmg aku dgr bunyi tilam ni.mcm org berjalan2 atas tilam ni.at 1 point.aku terasa air menitis atas muka. aku bacaaaa ayat kursi

sampai lah aku tak dgr dah bunyi tilam.smpai aku boleh dgr balik bunyi lagu kat fon aku. so agak2 line clear trus aku bangun bukak lampu.dlm pkol 7am camtu.


aku tataolaa tu kne tindih ke halusinasi aku ke bak kata blog2 pasal sleep paralysis tu.

yang aku tau that was so fucking scary !

rasa ada benda bergerak2 atas tilam blakang kao macam..dem ! dem ! dem !



mungkin sebab lately aku mmg da tak buat da adab2 tdur such as kibas2 tempat tdur 3 kali sambil baca auzubillahiminassyaitonirrojim.
and tak bc ayt kursi sebelum tdur.


pengajarannya. adya. igt tuhan.
you've been bad.

btw sok mmg aku kne masukkan ayt quran dlm fon ni.and tdo bukak lampu.