#Silly.

too much time spent together

made me fall for him.

but I kept them to myself.
trying to deny it.
wishing i was heartless most of the time.

and knowing that he is going to sarawak for years in March brought such a relief.
cause I see that as a way to let go and to forget it all.
i thought it has got to be easy once he's far.


and suddenly plans changed.
he is not leaving that soon.
and i heard stuffs and got worried.

and so i decided to stay out of this risky , confusing and perhaps syok sendiri relationship


and so i told him what i thought bout us.
and told him just to let me go if he's not serious bout it.



but surprisingly he chose to stay.
in a proper relationship.


=]



and today is the first day we meet each other as 'bf/gf"

im glad it went good so far
and i just fall in love even more.



may God bless us.
aamiiin~