warm heart less .

seriously i wish i could be heartless .

i dont want to feel

i dont want to fall

i dont want to get hurt



but seems like its not that easy

i wish someone would catch me fast
and heal my wounds


but theres never such thing as an instant rescue

theres no superman

but theres GOD
and fate

so gotta have faith
and keep on walking forward

erm
perhaps i need to invent sort of "heartless chant" for now


dear GOD,
save my soul.