dear panda .

im sorry if what i said made u feel guilty


despite all my negative thoughts and feelings

i cant deny that i am missing you too
i AM excited to spend more time with you

but i am expecting you to take me out somewhere jgak besides our usuals.

no not really .
but i wish u to at least want to .

bcz i dont want to be missed for all that benefits

i want to be missed for me .

=]

like i do
for you .