a tale of a woman .

i didnt wear hijab back then .

and i was one of the woman who kept on saying things like

perempuan bertudung tak smestinya baik .

and i wasnt saying that because i got issues with women with hijab

but because of the assumptions made by most people .

really hate it when they hentam us women without hijab

as if we have done a super major unacceptable crime .

cause what i was seeing back then,

we were just not wearing hijab .

we still have beautiful heart .

we still have our beautiful side .

so it's unfair to judge us so quickly and so easily .

now that i'm wearing hijab ,

reading post by women saying things exactly like what i said before,

'pompuan bertudung bukannya baik sgt'

somehow bring me down .

i know i am not a good person .

not as good as you .

but i am trying to be a better person .

don't we all ?

you see .

doing good things is not that easy .

thing as simple as wearing hijab pon kita susah nak buat .

apa lagi benda lain .

so i guess women should stop attacking each other .

and guys should really stop encouraging us to do so;

by your killer words .

stop expecting an angel .

cause we, women, are human .

we sin .