underestimate

people love underestimating each other .
they think they are good enough .
i think they don't
cause they already failed .
failed to see beyond a person .

they failed to wait and see what's good in that 'underestimated person'
i bet they might fail again . and embarrassed cause one day the one they underestimate could be far better than them .

okay that's not the issue .
the issue is..why can't i stop underestimating myself ? i should have faith in myself the way i have faith in others .

so i chose a new quote for me .
' have no fear . '

from now on , i should have no fear about anything anymore .
i should trust myself more .
i should believe i can do anything i want to do .
i should believe my opinion is worth sharing.

i should live again with confidence .
not scared of failing .
not scared of being hated .
not scared of other negative minds . bad mouth . 'yenta mouth ?' i heard that in royal pains.

but still.i have to consider other's opinions.

okay.craps.